Wednesday, April 2, 2008

It was the best of times and the best of times...

Things are looking up. I just enjoyed the greatest weekend with my family and especially my Bubby. Why I don't live near my family is the question of the hour. You know what? This is the first time for me to live on my own. I've never done this before. This is a whole new flavor of ice cream. (that was for PJ) And yet it makes me feel like I'm finally growing up. No longer can I depend on my family for total support wheather that be finacially or emotionally. I'm no saying that because they are no longer allowed to be that for me. But there comes this point of if I can't make it right now in this stage in my life then I will never make it.
And yet I do miss home. I've actually been extremely home sick but at least I have a lot of stuff on my plate so that I don't think about it all the time. I love where I'm at right now. I love that I'm in a search of who I'm becomeing, in whose really going to be my dianna, and where my leaders are going to take me. The sky is the limit...and yet that is not to say that it's not going to be difficult.... it's just new. I like new. It's about to get even better.

2 comments:

DuckworthFam said...

I'm excited for you....Enjoy! Go and do, Go and do, do it all. I hope that later in your next season of life that you can look back and say "i'm so glad i did that"! I know it's hard sometimes--I'm praying for your dianna.
It would be a little nicer to live a little closer though. But enjoy your space too.

love ya,

L

DuckworthFam said...

Love your title by the way